Currently Playing Meteora By Linkin Park see related

- breaking a habit -

what the hellll, can you tell its been a very very long time since i have writen in here, holy cow. Well its true i have been extremly busy this quarter. so in a short time let me up date you on all the shiz that has been happening since Sept. Well recently as of a couple of hours ago, we had this kick ass movie night were we got a decent amount of people to go,it really was cool. had a few bumps on the way, but hey its expected for those things to happen. The other newest thing is my new job. im working over at Sciota Valley in Hillard, its really cool. and its goign to bring me in alot of $$$$. so well i hope, well i start working friday going to be a fun time. Well volleyball season has ended yet another year. didnt do so hot, but you know what we are totally a growing team, maybe i can be on varsity next year, and actually play, like i was born todo.

So, im sorry for all the words im about to say im totally over the fact of 11-2, but he does not desirve that office, you all know who im talking about, but he doesnt. I know hes won, but he actually won fair this time so i might give him some credit, but not alot. So he won wopptie do, is he going to take a vacation again after he wins and then is there going to be another terrist attack, we shall see, maybe i might give him a cent worth my thought that he might do a better job this time, but who knows.

So, my sister got married a week or so ago, so cool congrats to her and my new brother in law, yeaaaa. it was soooo much fun, congrates again. school has been just a little bit stressful latly and i keep bitting peoples heads off, and if you are one of those people i really am sorry, im not meaning to, its just im an idoit and im taking on way to much just to get me out there in this world, i like to be known for things, im tired of being such a loser who does nothing and hides in the shadows of other peoples dreams, but at the same time im hurting people because of it. and im going to try not to let things take to heart to much now, and just let it roll right off my back and not hold on to it anymore. So if ive done harm to you im truly sorry. Please forgive me. So now that that is out of me....

other news, hmmmm......... oh yes, me and andy are still kickin and having fun together. Been now 2 months, seems like a lot more to me, but its not a bad feeling, its a really good one. I prey this one stays longer then 6 month.   :)    If you havnt met him let me know, youll like him hes a cutie.

sorority life is still kickin, as a whole and my ass alittle, lovin my sistas totally, great times together, bowling is going to be fun tomorrow.love and paws my little TD'S

well now that ive seem to talk about what is just on my mind i might be able to get some sleep now. maybe, i need to sleep, i really do, so im heading out, peace my readers, and have a good one!!!!

Ok so i didnt fall off the face of the earth no worries!!! So yea its been a while since i have had the energy to write in here. So not much has happened except that i have been on a date with Andy Last Thursday me and Erika went to thier place till 3:30 in the morning and then TimHortans too, fun. Then Friday i didnt really do anything went to practice and then i had a golf lesson with Jeff im getting better, slowly, and then did nothing friday night, and then Saturday got up and went to lunch with the team at the campus center, wow was that fun, and then headed over to the gym to watch Naz and Muskingum play, varsity had a tri match with them, no i didnt play. So yes that means that i stood from 3-8 straight. sucked, But some awesome new is that Tina a girl i played club ball with ended up going to Muskingum and she was there yesterday it was cool i finally know someone i play volleyball against, it kicks ass.

So then i called Andy after the games and we decided to go out to dinner at Carabas, it was good, but it ended up making him sick, im sorry. We talked and had a wonderful time, and i thank Erika every time i see her because shes the one that hooked us up. And then came back and watch Jerry Mcgwire and then he hung out more and it started getting late, so he ended up stayin here for the night. Wanna know more your gonna have to ask, hehehehe, but anyways did nothing today and just relaxed School starts tomorrow and i dont know what im going to do, i dont want it too, blahh, well im going to go relax more and maybe mow the lawn. Well lata 

Well today has just been one of them yukkie day, the rain just wont stop! This morning was fun. Rachel and I went to breakfast at MC D's for and eat that then i got ready for practice, which was pretty sucky, i almost past out 5 times low sugar i think. But then afterwards the couple of the girls and i went to Olive Garden for dinner, very yummy food, and our waiter was very entertaining he was from IUP. Coolness, and then i came back and now I am just sitting her chillin with Rach and Steve.

Well..... here is some of the best news, and im in the best mood ever.
Erika is the best person ever, she is trying to get me the hook up with her boy's friend, his name is Andy, and he is such a doll, tall got the most cutest eyes, and smile. He is super nice, and i cant wait to hang out with him some more, Erika we do have to take up our challange and have our doubles match with them  Hope im not getting to excitted, every time i do it back fires, so lets just cross our fingers, i really hope though.

well its relaxing time......... Holla at me if you want

Currently Playing Wanderer By Oar of a Revolution see related

Well I am back here at the Bein, got in late last night, i hate that drive with a passion, but its worse even more in the night time hours. Many say oh 3 hours isnt that bad, but driving along the same highway for that 3 hours looking at nothing but fields of nothing is quit boring, then at night theres nothing but head lights, and last night there was this RV that would not stop being an asshole and he was pissing me off. But i got home safe and sound. Got home and un packed some things not much but i did, and i walked into my room and i FINALLY got my new guitar!!! now i just got to learn how to play it, its my new thing im trying! you now how to play let me know???? Or is anyone willing to teach me??? well then i went to bed and i slept. This weekend i didnt get much so it was great.

So this weekend well since weds i got so much relaxation in. Didnt have anything planed and i just winged it day by day, thurs i say the dentist, i love the dentist expecially when they tell me I dont have cavities!! So then that night Me and my sis went shopping and then hung out with my parents and watch the Steeler game they lost, blah but oh well, Found out that Tyler Palko is starting for the University of Pittsburgh football team, many are prob like wooopptty doo, well he graduated from my highschool, well wish him luck. then friday i slept then got up and went to the trail to run, ran about 3 miles, kinda hot, but i finished it, then came back and got my puppy and took her to pets mart, her favorite store, lol, she got some treats and a new toy, i gave in, lol, but she was happy, then went to visit my old work, and show them my puppy, and then came back, and then went to Micheals a art supply store with my twin, and then came back then went golfing with my pappa. I didnt think i did so swift, but my daddy said i did alright for not playing in a very long time, i wasnt happy, so i got some work to do. then we went to visit my sister and mark, he had surgery again on his knee, so we had dinner with him, and while the guys watch tv we got ALL the invitations stuffed and sent out!!!!! FINALLY its almost done, the wedding is in 47 days, yeeaaa. So then we came home and i was really tired, so its was like 11 and i knew i had to get up early, so i tried to go to bed, i got a min. of 2 hours of sleep, i just didnt understand, but when i woke up i was happy and headed to the high school!! Highschool you must be wondering, well i talked to my Highschool volleyball coach and he wanted me to help coach his JV team at a tourniment, so the bus left at 7:30 so i was with them ALL day long and im sooooooo proud cause they won first place in the Silver divition  im so good!!!! I cant wait to be a coach one day, it kicks ass, so then i got home and got ready to go to the races. sad to say but my big bro( hes really not ) got hit and tire popped and wasnt able to get in the qualyfing race, but it was a good night there was Dimilition derby. then got some GOOOD icecream at Kings and spent the night at Leannes, my twin.

Got up sunday and went to church then Denny's. Packed things up and then headed to my aunts house for a little get together. then Hit the road about 7 and got in town about 10ish. i hate that drive some times.

Got up this morning, and Adam asked if i wanted to go poster shopping, who i hadnt seen all summer, and we went Polaris, had some fun drivin around in the Stang!!! Then i came back and went to practice, got the update from this past weekend. Therer is a game tomorrow, and JV plays at 5 varsity at 7 so let me know if you want to come watch its against Denison at home. this need to be said, some one i heard talking said this: How will the 2004 OC Volleyball Team be remembered??? My answer for you- There has been talk that this team is too young to win, too young to be sucessful in the OAC, that our sucess is LATER, in the future. BULLSHIT -- HERE WE COME!

Well i gotta run to walmart and get some food i got nothing here!!!
Peace out